i'm getting a little annoyed at the lack of routine these days. the only routines i have are my walks with sadie. today we went back to a nature reserve we like because i wanted to walk through the neighborhood that connects to it and it made me very happy. i want to live in a hilly neighborhood like that one day.
last night i watched once upon a time in hollywood with dillon at his insistence and i did not like it at all. first of all i'm too dumb to know the history of those old movie stars because i literally do not care and the movie was so dragged out trying to say something in those extended moments but totally failed. nothing meant anything to me! the movie looked good and i liked leo's character but that's it. based on what i remember from the previews i thought it was going to be fun and exciting. it wasn't and i couldn't wait for it to be over. BUMMER. inglorious basterds forever.
i went grocery shopping yesterday and spent $120. i made sure to get some snacks this time. i don't feel like i have a lot of meals to make with what i got though, or maybe i'm just getting uninspired. i haven't cooked anything REALLY in like a week. we had burgers today.
it rained a little on and off but it was so warm and nice this afternoon. sadie and i had such a nice time outside. dillon missed out, as usual! by the time he finally tried to take sadie out, it was dark and pouring rain. we had a little thunderstorm roll in when we started our workout tonight. it was nice with all the windows open.
reading:
dillon showed me this article. it made portrait of a lady on fire make that much more sense! i was surprised at how quickly strangers in that movie started talking straight with each other, but now i see how it wasn't unrealistic at all. it also made me realize that even during a pandemic, i am thinking too much about the future and trying to plan it. i haven't been able to just live in the moment in a long time because i'm never where i want to be, yet. but now, i really don't have a choice. i hope i can stop feeling guilty about "wasting my time" playing computer games or whatever because ALL WE HAVE IS TIME. moment after moment, for months.
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