an object at rest stays at rest

i want to learn how to write better. not for anyone else, but in the chance that someone does eventually read what i have to say (my goal), i want it to sound good. i've decided that on top of the just for fun harvard courses dillon and i are gonna take together, i'm going to dedicate the rest of quarantine to get it together with my writing and sharing. i am already sharing so much with my family and i think i make a lot of sense, so i know i can do it for a larger audience if i just start and stop being scared. reading ozan's  blog is really helping me feel better about this. i really do want to find a place where i belong so i can work on accepting myself (dillon sweetly brought this up again the other night). an object at rest stays at rest - i don't want that to be what i get out of this life-altering moment in history. i'm building muscle, but i want to build skills, too!